also found this. last one sorry! Kinnnd of just rambling

Sitting out on the balcony of a friends soon to be empty best home feeling apartment and it's getting dark, like when the night turns blue... yet it is warm. Times and people and situations are shifting out of their comfort that has been well settled in for at least half a year. I believe shifting happens so abruptly as to reconfigure our paths to get us where we're supposed to be and keeps changing every time we get the most comfortable we have been since we can remember to keep us the slightest bit unsettled to make us continue on our endeavors into what ever our lives may have in store until the end. We come across people and places that we swear to ourselves that we will always call home and maybe for the time being that is true. The reality of this idea is that you never know when the shifting will hit, but will always encourage you to love whole hearted while the present seems smooth and relentless against evolving.